DYING SOON (z.z)

I CAN FEEL MY WHOLE BODY IN NUMBNESS.

today woke up,my whole body was in pain. GREAT PAIN.

then moved my thigh and the muscles hurt. my hand too.

and i can feel that there is something wrong with my body.

so i off the air-con and when i walked out of the room,

i already knew i was sick, had headache and my body feels heaty.

and i knew the reason behind my sickness:

i was addicted to this sweet and i ate 50 of it in 1 go.

i just keep popping them into my mouth and before i knew it,

my pockets were full of wrappers .. nvm back to my morning routine

so walked to brush my teeth and almost fell. GOOD GRACIOUS.

i almost hit my head. then brushed my teeth, switch on the com

nobody online, so i went to lie on the chair..

and i talked to Sheena when she was online for a while

before my giddiness acts up again and i went to rest.

gosh hope i will be well and kicking again !!

oh yeah and THANK YOU TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE:

SHEENA: i've eaten panadol so i will be fine (:

JIAN HUA: yes i MUST take care of myself right ?

VANESSA: i wont eat 50 sweets in one go again lady tori (:

IM GONNA BE FINE YEAH ?!?! trust me ((x

i have friends who care so much, what more can i expect ? (:

well i think i will stop now, going back to rest.

currently in Gary's house now.
actually i stayed overnight at his house yesterday.
GREAT FUN ((:
wahahahs was gonna watch GOONG but no time for me.
woke up at freaking 7am today to help him with his anniversary
present for his one and only darling and i could say: he put in effort.
it's like everytime i will wake up earlier than him and woke him up.
but this time, it was HIM who woke me up.
and he claims i gave him attitude when he woke me. LOLS.
ok im done here. wanna go play now. buh-bye ((:

bored ! woke up at around 11 in the morning ?
woke my last episode of zui hou zhi wu.
didnt quite like the ending but anyway i was supposed to
go Vanessa's house today to play but was cancelled because
her mum asked her to do spring cleaning. great.
so i am in front of the com watching GOONG from youtube.
watched until episode 17 and gonna continue on monday.
other than that, nothing much. so im done here.

sorry for the so-late post yeah ? slept quite long and
was catching my 7pm show on channel U. GOONG: PRINCESS HOURS.
anyways today in school was supposed to do commanding when someone
steal my job :JOJO (you will pay for this) muahahahs ..
which steals away my title of : THE LAST COMMANDER OF THE YEAR.
GREAT. nvm then in line that time was standing beside Haridz.
then Ms Chong moved them so i didnt stand with Haridz.
lucky me or else i would have laugh my ass off. xD
anyway after that was going around giving letters signed by Ms Thomas
saying which date we have to come back for choir. gosh `
so then we were going around giving out this letters and when we
reached 3E1 Adel and Serena came out of the class, held the letter,
looked at me and i showed then a no sign and i pointed 1.
then Adel saw it and laughed like shit and went in to tell Serena.
lols then after that went back class, took back results slip
and overall my class position is 12/41. YAY ME (:
never gotten that high before (: wahahas
then after that was doing duty cause got the O level thing
so we had to keep ppl out of bounds from that place.
and we had to stand there for freaking 1 hour !
that's not the worst part, the worst part is :
we had to 'POSTPONE' our recess time to one hour later.
i used the word 'postpone' cause it's a nicer word.
wouldnt want to say it in a bad way would i ? (:
after that ate recess had chicken rice but was tired so didnt finish.
then went to hall do loads of things , patrol whatever.
by the time the concert starts, i was drop dead beat !
didnt really enjoy the concert, mainly i was tired.
and we had to stand throughout the whole concert .
so i was dead beat after the whole thing. after school was talking to
Hai Ting and Mr Leong. then asked Mr Leong when retreat.
He said he told Wan Yi already. then went to Np eat with
Jia Hui,Jia Wei,Jolene,Sheena,Wei Jie,Mich and Denise.
but i didnt eat cause was tired and i really wanted to sleep.
so i just drank and was smsing Jian Hua Gor and we
talked about loads of things. LOLS after that walk walk
bought another mitten which wrote : "my little prince" at 3.30 bucks.
and after that, home sweet home.
tml maybe going to Vanessa's house again but asking mom.
hope she agrees cause im so bored at home yeah ?

i am so sad to see that we had to act like strangers even on the last day of school.
since that's what you want, i'll abide.

im so bloody broke !
cause i bought loads of things today, things that are not mine =]
anyways today school was alright ?
had this movie called "Coach Carter",it's quite touching?
yeah and it's very interesting too (:
anyways before that was supposed to do data recording.
then Mr Leong said after school then do. after school is like so sian ?
nvm wanted to be commander today then today is NCC.
but Ben papa promised me tml i will be the commander. SO GREAT!
THE COMMANDER OF THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL: ALEX KUA. (:
and oh yeah Haridz disturbed me today. fug it.
we were saying our pledge the starting part and he said:
"We the citizens of Alex, pledge ourselves as one united Alex .."
ok i know im getting very random just bear with me yeah ?
after the show which was like also 2 hours ? continued by a talk. GOSH
and it was some sports council talk. and they invited a person
who throws disc ? Nonono it's a discus xD bwahahahs
then after that the last part was this song with video.
then i composed it with "I blablbla Sheena Leong, and blablabla" LOLS
IT WAS DAMN FUNNY LARHS. SHE WAS SO FREAKINGLY PISSED OFF.
anways after that small little talk was recess.
but i was going around distributing NAPFA certificates. Urgh ..
then distribute already drank a milo cause no time lerhs.
then after that went back to class. was quite happy.
then Mrs Poh said that we need to do a survey then she can tell
our class and our class combination that's why im so sad. haix.
then say already went up to the hall for another talk. *faints
this time is the health appreciation talk by 7-11. another boring one.
then they had the prize presentation and we won the
most earnings at the jumble sale award. LOLS
and omg omg Atiqah won the friend of singa award ?
someone just slap me, kill me and throw me into the sea ?
GOSh ! even if Nancy won also can accept but Atiqah ?
never do prefect duty, always tuck out shirt, and somemore in EXCO !
GOSh i wonder who chose her. anyways after that went concourse
to see some vegetables show and band. and had lunch with Rain & MIch
then went to the back near Ncc room to play hitting hands with Rain and
Canice. but the Canice hit until very hard the veins also pain !
then after that went long john's saw Aishah there. had my drink
and bought lollipop for Canice cause she helped me mahs.
and that stupid lollipop cost me 2.20 bucks.
anyways i promised her so must do it.
then went kiddy palace bought something LOLS
and i went home after that ((: and oh yeah
Canice and Mich were sharing lollipop. gosh !

whenever our eyes meet, i remember the thing's you've done ..

gosh im dead beat ! i can just sleep till tomorrow.
went to fetch gram from airport today (:
she didnt bought anything for me in this trip. :(
never mind as long as she comes back safely.
7 hours before we fetch her which is like around 4 plus ?
i wasnt sleeping but in my aunt's house.
adults were playing mahjong and kids were waching DVDs (:
and i watch loads of shows including high school musical movie.
hahas then after fetching my gram went to eat din tai fung.
it's a restaurant with paus all this and it's so yummy ! (:
but before i went in, i saw mr tan with her daughter at junction 8 (:
hahas he was pushing the pram and stuff.
then eat already went to gain city cause aunt need to change her fridge.
and most interesting part is: there was this ice cream thingy,
and it was places there for people to eat.
there is even coffee and milo for drinking: FREE FLOW !
then after that went gram's house take presents but nothing for me
only got adults wan children's wan dont have !
then went home le. waahhahas i love JESSE MCCARTNEY !

someone kill me now ! fuckin' bad mood today also.
then national anthem was standing beside Haridz.
then i was saying my pledge then Haridz was saying,
"Alex seh" then i said "shut up lah" then he said:
"We the citizens of shut up lah" and i laughed.
poetry slam was very very nice ((: nice than wednesday lorhs !
hahas cause today last day mahs then somemore dont know why
Mr Richard Lord seems so nice . then do color poem.
and of course we did blue (: and our's was chosen again but we
did not win cause alot of nice poems (:
then after school went to art room then Ms Tan was
talking to some of them then we wait outside.
then stupid u5 irritate me i give him a hard kick around the bone.
and he was yelling in pain. xD actually i didnt intend to kick him so
hard but i shi jiao. LOLS. ppl shi shou i shi jiao (:
anyways went in to see something which i dont think should be able
to tell now cause if this spreads out, it's gonna be disastrous.
then ok nvm after that went to eat at canteen with da jie and wj kor.
eat already went down yfc to clean up rifle range.
then something so stupid happen and i got very angry ! crap.
then nvm sweep sweep le then go art room after that go home. xD
-WHAT-ever (:

I, Alex Kua WenJie declare that

Canice Chow Shu En has helped me in many

ways and as a way of repaying her, she will

get 5 very very very big lollipops

(which i dont know how big is it xD )

as a reward from me .

MY SIGNATURE:

ALEX WENJIE

went vanessa's house to play just now. damn funy la.
we played uno,snap,stress,stacko,and snakes and ladders.
but before all this when i reach her house, i watched scary movie 3 !
hahas last time in my house watch scary movie 4 then now watch episode 3!
well it's also as funny as episode 4 but not as hilarious and 'dirty' HAHAS xD
after that vanessa, madeline and me played uno 1st. and Vanessa lost.
after that played Snap loads of times. that was the funniest part.
cause we keep hitting each other's hand then madeline keep putting her
cards although it wasnt her turn. LOLS never mind. after that Vanessa's maid cooked
maggie for us to eat. YUMMY then went in to the room play stress.
then i dont know how to play mahs so vanessa taught me.
but even if i know how to play also no use keep losing to madeline
then in the end im still left with so many cards. faints man ! x)
then we played stacko and i won by 1-2. wahahas actually the 3rd time
when we play Vanessa havent lose but it was her turn and madeline drop one
of the plushies and it hit the building therefore she lose(since it's her turn xD)
then their neighbour's baby come over and play , damn naughty la him !
wanna carry him still run away like i got disease like that. wahahas.
then play awhile then go back already. wahahas btw the baby quite cute.
it's just something wrong with the attitude. LOLS PRINCEY SIGNING OFF `

this video is damn funny. the ppl are not supposed to laugh
then if they laugh will be smacked in the arse. LOLS
took from Ernest.Nah's blog. watch it.
if my song is 'obstructing' you, you can press the stop button around
ur top left hand corner then you watch the video.
the stop button is a red color cross on a 'paper' so just
press that so that you can stop the song and watch the video.
ENJOY ! (:

THANK YOU JIAN HUA GOR !

currently so happy because my gor bought me sth i thought
no one would bought it for me ((: but the thing i want is in mini
version which i couldnt ask for more and should feel blessed.
anyway back to today. today done so many things but all the
activities are so boring.what poetry slam thing. yawns i would
rather they give us free period then we sit in class discuss about
things. which is like much more better? or better, give us holidays
rather then wasting money on those activities. wahahas...
anyways 1st we were divided into groups of 5 then it was
lady tori(vanessa),(hanabear)hanafi,AGSB(adel),yellowangel(serena)
and last but not least me (: ( sir lexy ) weird nick for me.
then you must slam the poem whatever shit thing.
then after that break then got back geography and im not surprised
that i did very badly which is like 65/100 which is a B3 !
god and i think overall only 1 distinction ? and yea our class
got 10 pupils who failed overall in the end of year.
and stupid yew fai was going around 'cursing' people saying:
"whoever it may concern, you fail your EOY exam leh !"
then i know i pass cause Ms Tan told me mahs then i was like:
"who are you bluffing? Ms Tan told me i pass already"
then he gave me that smirk on his face and i was hitting him cause
he keep saying fail. after that went northpoint cause today is:
our fake milubing 2 months so we went out 'celebrate'
then we go eat yoshinoya then walk walk around take neoprints.
then go minitoons saw the pig Jh gave me and looked at the price,
and to my surprise, it was 2 bucks and 50 cents ! god.
im so surprised he bought things for me.
anyways after that went home and i saw my aunt and gram but
didnt say hi to them lols. and now im home rotting. yay me, NOT !

thinking about it i think i should blog about my exams.
hmms let's start with erm maths paper 1.
since i already blogged about english and chinese.
hmms maths paper 1 was easy although loads of ppl say that
maths paper 2 which was set by Ms Khoo was easy, i dont think so.
after that paper Sheena and Denise came my house .
and we were 'celebrating' the last paper for that week.
yea i know we're mad but it was to distress us.
and for my maths paper 1 i scored 31/50 .

next was the geography paper. for that i didnt study much.
and it was also quite a difficult paper. other than the fact that
i did not study. gonna get back our marks tml. let's hope i pass it.

next on the list : literature paper! i studied so hard and it all pays
off. it really did. i used the method that Sheena use when she's
studying and it's very effective. and so
i studied and studied when i reached school i was damn happy
cause i could remember all the key points and so
74.5/100 gosh my 1st time ((: yay-ness !

science paper was the next one. i tell you what, this is the most
difficult paper i've done in all the end of year paper. is not that i
dont study is just that i am not interested and so with a 'duh'
i fluck my science with a score of 40/100

after that science paper i went to adel's house to study math
paper 2. god i think we used more than half the time playing
with Uno and Snap and loads more games that we're going crazy.
and that was the best destress thing i've done after exams.
you can even feel ur muscle pain. after that maths paper 2 exam
was not as easy as i told you earlier but i scored better.
so i had 33/50 for paper 2 which gives me a total of
64/100 for the total. yay-ness (:

and so after that exams something happened which makes me
feel that friends are very important and very precious to me
no matter what wrong they've done all we need is a heart
of forgiveness. that incident caused me to value all my friends too.

after that incident went to northpoint and cooled down.
and we were walking around then saw Ernest Nah and Cassandra.
then we walked around together then went back home.



this is the last warning im giving to you* :
you better stay out of my sight if you can,cause i have a feeling..
a feeling that............

INTERNET'S FINALLY BACK !

finally i can type on the keyboard again.
the stupid line cut me off from the internet
but now, all's fine (: finally we got back our result slips too .
i can tell you i score so much better kay? i improved (:
erm i dont wanna write my marks here but if you want,
you can ask me, it wont hurt (:
OH YEAH ALMOST FORGOT :
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HUZAINIE ! hahas
going out later buy present for him (:
am gonna change my blog song again ((:
hmms will blog later in the evening so buh-bye !! (:

dont talk about chinese, the thought of it nearly killed me.
paper 1. letter writing was a disaster.
i didnt write zhu ni sheng ti jian kang AND i wrote ytd's date.
what was i thinking ? gosh that's two marks gone down the drain .
tml's maths paper 1. hope can do well x)
after that Sheena,Denise and Rui ting came my house study.
then at last study a lil? better than ytd when we had Ben in the house.
god i tell you didnt even open the book ! talk talk talk lols.
hahas today took loads of photo and videos.
then somemore all act crazy. well maybe not act crazy,
we were crazy after chinese paper? lols
ok gonna mug for maths soon. and tml's friday! xD
Sheena said maybe she's coming tml. hahas.
let's hope there'll be more fun, since it's after maths paper 1.
okay yeah ? buh- byes x))

7 more days to freedom.
33 more days to Princey's B'day (:

omg.
english was a killer paper. paper one was quite ok?
had time to rewrite my compo xD know how much time?
1 hour 45 mins ! any dumb ass would have loads of spare time.
then after that Sheena,Benjamin,Denise and I went to Safra.
then wanted to study but security guard was nagging =/
so decided go my house study, then in the end also never study lols.
damn stupid then some fuckin' big asses hacked into my msn.
dont worry i change my password lurhs ((:
gonna mug for chinese now (: later !

reminisces `-

boo-yeah x) woots today damn happy dont know why (:
today had literature then was going through unseen poems.
then maths was busy doing science ((x lols tiredd me =/
then chinese teacher was giving out attitude marks.
after recess was geography; sat with Jo at the back.
then we were drawing these and that on our hands.
then science got back test paper. gosh all flunk can believe anot?
somemore so badly done ! then english was saying out average.
had 73 x)) hahas very happy! hope i can maintain. (:
exams is just a sleep away and im gonna study real hard.
there are still truckloads of things for me to learn xD
and im gonna command tomorrow ! yay-me (:

piece of advice from me to you:
we cant love to order.

today everyone looked stress-free but they're NOT.
today reached school quite late ? around 7.10 ..
then went to the hall recieved children's day present from Mr Leong (:
hahas it was a Cd with photos and encouraging words inside (:
THANK YOU MR LEONG !
this year at least better, 2 presents but last year not even 1 !
then went back had free lesson and everyone was copying science.
then science lesson did loads of things until my hands ache.
geography was getting back our test paper and i passed x)
then had music, Mr tham couldnt teach much today too.
he never gets a chance to teach as.
reason: our class always makes noise (: SIMPLE THEORY!
then mother tongur was getting back our zhuo ye then must
do all the corrections and blanks. By the time english came, i was
too tired to concentrate on anything. let's just go to after school.
after school went makan with Sheena da jie, Jo er jie and Ben pa pa.
ate prata again xD then went back school study until around 5?
then i walked home.
dont know why but, i felt that the trip was long today.

happy as i may seem,sad is how i feel.
devastated and yet to be mend'd.
fug it; bitch me face to face.

devastated -

not gonna talk about it; completely saddened right now.
and dont try to ask me cause i wont tell.
and if you think you are fucking big, then i will tell you:

YOU ARE EFFING WRONG !

EFF YOU BASTARD !