Maybe it's time..

time I came back to blogging. Life has given me a little too much to handle. 

(It's Not) Goodbye.

It's the end of the second semester and I've just realized I've not written a post for quite a while.

This semester, like any other, passed real quickly. And with every semester you make a few really close friends (and of course enemies but let's just keep this post emotional). So this is me, sharing with you those who might have made an impact in my life during this course of 4 months.

      

        

1. (Susan) Ang Wan Ting, KCarol Liew, Garell Khoong, Soh Xi Wen, Amanda Lee, Soong Wen Lin, Donald Tan

Wan Ting and I started out thinking we'll never make any real friends during the start of the semester, but like all human beings, we have our wrong moments. Knowing KC, Garell and the rest was like putting the missing puzzle pieces together. We made jokes at teachers whom made our day like hell, we webcam-ed even though we were in the same classroom, we gossiped throughout every second in class, we had our own groupie (named B.M.W.S. which meant Bitch, Mother Fucker, Whore and Slut.) Thank you, for making this 4 months interesting for me. :)

And with new friends comes old "besties".

2. Cheryl Tan, Sajuto Tio, Samuel Ho, Gillian Chua, Amin

These were the people who were there right from the start. The people who are like your shadow, always there but not saying a word. We went through a lot together as a class before and till today we still have each other's back. I love every single one of you, just for being there whenever I needed you and being my big brothers and sisters. :)

Attachment's here and we will be separated for 6 months but I'm sure we will still keep in touch. Till then, it's not goodbye. ;)


-A

How do you describe sadness?

Sadness, like so many other things, are indescribable, especially to someone who has no emotional reference point. In order to describe sadness you must be able to feel it. Even then, you may not be able to describe it verbally, but feel it enough to understand it. To describe sadness to someone, I would have to hurt the person. I will break what is most precious to them and destroy everything that they have ever loved. This is how I would describe sadness to someone.

Felt a sudden urge to write this post. Not because I am experiencing sadness but because I think it is really hurting to see other people sad. Somehow I always feel the hurt whenever I see someone sad even though it may have nothing to do with me. It may be the look in their eyes or the way they frown. Sometimes what's lost is lost forever. Whatever positive thoughts we hope for is just wishful thinking. NOT trying to be a emo nemo but that is the fact.