What my Friday was spent on. :)

November's almost over.

Something I did out of boredom. But I love it. :)

November's almost over! It's scary how time flies! 2009 has been a splendid year and I must say I've faced lots of problems but nonetheless I manage to pull it through! I AM NOT LEXY FOR NOTHING! Heh. One of the most painful memories was being rejected from RP's bowling IG. I still remember I really wanted to get into that IG as it was something I can do well in but they still rejected me in the end. I still remember coming back home and Momo was asking me how it went and I told her I was rejected and she kept asking me whether I was alright and I have to keep lying to her telling her I'm fine and forcing a smile when it fact I am really upset.

OH WELL, it's all over so there's not much to talk about. Haha.

I can smell December air! Which means it's Christmas! This year, Momo got the company's chalet for 4 days 3 nights so I'm ecstatic! Momo was telling me that we should thank Gramps because she actually prayed to Gramps in letting her get the chalet, and Momo really did!

Thank you Gramps, I know you are ALWAYS watching from above! :)

Lots of love from Lexy.

xoxoxo.

Paying you with your own coins.

This, my dear friends, is my wallpaper now! Ain't it pretty? :D

Okay, so this week has been a very busy week. UTs are just over and lessons are getting harder to comprehend week by week. I am so looking forward to the 2 weeks holidays! :/ Although time have to be spent on the upcoming tests(again). Class politics have started, at least for me, and all I can say is: Bring it on, we'll see who begs for mercy.

Not being bitchy or anything, just protecting myself. I am definitely not some trouble maker who stirs trouble in tranquility but I am also definitely not someone who suffers in silence. So it's either going with the flow or facing each other at gunpoint. Metaphorically.

Again, not being bitchy! Just doing what I think is right! :D

Looking forward to Friday's Seoul and Saturday's charity work! :)

Surreal.

This is what I'm kind of feeling right now: Surreal.

Today marks the end of the very first Understanding Test and I must say I feel much much liberated. School has been taking a toll on me and I can't wait for the 2nd and last Understanding Tests to be over. This week is pretty packed! :D

Sidenote: Kind of nervous about my test results. Hope they'll turn out fine. :)

I am so tired today! Me, being the goodie two shoes I normally am, slept at 10.30PM(!!!!!!) and woke up @ 4.30AM(!!!!). So I sat on my bed and listened to my iPod for two hours. X.X

Math tomorrow. Wish me luck. :/

Mundane Sunday.

FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING UT TOMORROW.
Wish me all the best. Haha. Cause I think I'm gonna need it.
BUT, good thing is, I've studied for it. Today. All 5 problems.

Finally, after tomorrow the first UT will be over. Time seems to pass really fast and soon, I'll be in my second year. Speaking of which, I can't wait to be in the second year, or even third! Attachments are waiting for me and I heard there's gonna be cooking! Can't wait!

Went for kite flying yesterday @ Pasir Ris park. No photos cause before that, I went for a hair cut and we went straight to Pasir Ris without going home. After that, it rained and we proceeded to MINDS cafe for board games! :D At first we were kind of pissed with all the people laughing loudly but in the end, we ourselves laughed the loudest. Ironic much? X.X

I need movies. I need Seoul Garden. I need lots of things.

Maybe it's time I leave things to its own course. Cause I'm tired of being in charge and nothing happens.

Math is seriously driving me bonkers.
Math Understanding Test 1 - Friday 13th November
Financial Accounting Understanding Test 1 - Monday 16th November.

Please pray for me. X.X Haha. I know I make it sound like some big ass problem but it really is to me considering that I have to do my best in this semester despite my 2 weakest modules.

Why can't I be in Year 2 now, where I'll be free from Math and Financial Accounting. :/

Seventeenth.

Just a few photos to summarize my seventeenth birthday.

Sometimes there is no need in typing too many words, because after all, not everything can be explained using words.

One word to summarize my seventeenth: Awesome.

Geek mode.

MARKETING UT TODAY. ZOMGWTFBBQ

I'm doing the whole "Do your best and God will do the rest" thing all over again. Please, no accidents for Marketing UT.

On a lighter note, 2 more days. :)

Three.

Reflections.

They say jealousy kills. How about guilt?

So today I was with my friends in the canteen gossiping as usual and I suddenly let out a comment loud enough to be heard by the other group of people beside me. So they started to stare, or rather kept looking at me and I was confused as to why. When they were leaving, I realized that I might have said something that could have MENTALLY hurt that person. & now I'm ranting here because I feel kind of guilty.

But seriously, I really need to be more aware of my every word and action. I myself have been through what it's like to be mentally hurt before, so all the more I shouldn't do these kind of thing. However, I am NOT saying one has no right to gossip. I find nothing wrong in gossiping cause everyone does it and it's a form of communication but one has to definitely do it with discretion. In my case, I feel bad because I said something which may have indirectly hurt someone. It was more of speaking without thinking than being rash.

Ahhhh, fuck myself.


So so sorry to the person whom I may have offended. :/

They say condemnation kills, I say it sometime feeds on the person's conscience too.