Inspired.

I cried when I watched this video.

yeah, if you dont cry, maybe you aint a human at all.

so if you aint crying after you watch this video, stab yourself 3 times.

can you imagine?

Despite being bullied in school, he showcast his talent and was praised for it!

Maybe someone could create a shirt or something saying :

"Bullies are just too cool for talents."

okay, I'm gonna stop here. Language paper tmr! :D

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE IN MID YEAR!

Let's hope everyone does better in mid year! :D

YHAPPY HAPPY DAY.

I know you must be thinking there must be a reason why I am soooo happy.

wanna know the reason? It's super simple. :D

It's because the people around me are equally happy, just as simple as that!

of course if you're just any Tom, Dick or Harry that is very sad, it will not affect me.

But other than that, I dont see sad faces anywhere! :D Haha.

another reason may be because I dont have anymore CCA commitments ? I dont know.

school is as regimented as usual, with all the hectic schedules and the likes.

I just cant believe mid-term exams are just 3 days away.

anyway after school we started studying all the way till six plus. :D


Not that I'm crude or something, please(I'm NOT begging you, for crying out loud)

get your ass off if you're not studying and making unnecessary twit noise in the canteen.

your acting cute and rantings wont get your _________ straight As.

Sorry that I have to be so straight forward, I sure other people felt what I felt too.

I'm sure you dont want your _________ to sweep the roads of Orchard

or clean the toilets of Yishun Park.

Not that it's a disgracing job or anything, but if you wanna be "well-maintained",

you should pretty well know what to do than disturb him at a time like this.

you wouldnt want your ZHUZHU __________ to get hurt, right? (:

ANYWAY, as I was saying, today was a very (yes, very) happy day for me.

people like Bestie, Bitch, Kazu, Baboon, Godzilla were all happy :D

Seeing Baboon hopping around seriously makes me super happy, dont know why.

Seems like he's out of his emo-zone :D

& THANK YOU GODZILLA for bringing back my English file :D

Haha, it was super heavy and I had to walk home so I asked Godzilla to help

me keep one of my files since he's living nearby and bring it tmr. Heh. :x

BABOON, I HAVE A SUPER NICE PHOTO TO SHOW YOU! :DDDD

see, when people are happy, I'm happy too! :D

okay, gonna end here. Saturday lessons tmr! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

I'm not someone you pour all your woes out to and kick me aside when you're fine.

If that's the case, I rather we stop everything once and for all.

I'm sure there are loads of people out there who wouldnt mind listening to your

problems and comfort you and tell you everything's okay.

I can't.

Cause I know a whole load more than you should know,

and I have to keep it a secret.

You can only blame yourself for being so foolish.

I've never contemplated whether to leave you or not,

cause I'm always prepared for the worst.

Guess there's something you didnt know.

THERE ARE A WHOLE LOAD OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO CARES FOR ME,

you're just one of them.

and you happen to be the lousiest and most selfish one.

and I can tell you straight in your face,

I.dont.mind.losing.you.

DONT WORRY PEOPLE, IM NOT CONTRADICTING! :D

Dont think just because I wrote that, I am sad.

I am still super high and happy, see :

:DDDDDDDDD

YLOVING DAY.

science practical was disastrous today.

me, thinking that we should ALWAYS attempt to do the difficult one first,

started with the Physics practical paper.

Not to say that people who start with Physics are dumb, but I am dumb. Seriously.

firstly, of ALL the topics in the syllabus, electricity had to come out for the practical.

I was seriously praying that it would be the pendulum-swinging thing we always did,

cause that can be done effortlessly without killing much of your brain cells. :)

anyway the time I spent on Physics paper was to contemplate whether I should

disconnect the wires and connect it to the ammeter or not.

In the end I think I disconnect it, but answers look weird.

When I looked around, I see a great disparity of answers between mine and others.

Chemistry paper, however, was much more of a breeze.

The only difficult part will have to be the last question and differentiating the colours.

Some looked like they're blue and green at the same time.

ANYWAY, after that met clique at concourse, where everyone was there! :))

bus-ed to Northpoint to have Mac breakfast before going to Popular,

where we spent the time there choosing miscellaneous stuff. :x

went back to school, studied till two then went up for Triple S.

after school, did Mother Tongue and POA :DD

DIGRESS!

FIRSTLY, on behalf of Benjamin, I would like to apologise to this 3E guy who

has a striking resemblance to the real SUMO .

Recently the REAL SUMO appeared again.

Yesterday after having lunch Benji, Superwoman and me were at Sweet Talk's.

Superwoman then spotted SUMO walking towards me, so she

called out to me to be careful and somehow Benji heard her too.

So Benji asked me to stand and see if SUMO will bang me again.

and so, I was playing victim and the SUMO did banged me again.

However, Benji walked towards him and banged him too, leaving him speechless.

Somehow I think Sumo's pushing his limits too far.

Like I've said before, I have NEVER, N-E-V-E-R seen that bull-like face in my

4 years in NVSS before till now.

What is it that makes you pick on average-sized people like me?

You know what ?

_l_ you.

in your face you loser.

you give me loads of reason to do that to you.

firstly, if you want to bang me, then dont show your grotesque BULLDOG face

when people bang you back, cause that's the exact anger I get when you bang me.

Never thought of that eh ?

Thought so.

With your pea-sized guts, how big can your brain be?

The size of a micro-organism? or a pimple ? :)

I dont know, and I couldn't care less.

So stop giving us those fu_king stares when you're obviously in the wrong.

your oily face, dark eye rings, bulldog fats, blunt nose, fat lips, sloppy eyes

DO NOT SCARE ME A WEEEEEEEEEEEEE BIT.

So scram and hide in your grotesque world forever more. :)

THANK YOUUUUUUUU BENJI AND SUPERWOMAN.

loveeeees -

-End of Digress-

I'm sure you'll be angry if anyone bangs you for nothing. *rolls eyes*

on a happier note, I found a video which was rather funny and silly. haha.

watch :

YSPEECH DAY PHOTOS.

alright, I shall post the photos taken during speech day :

yeah, I love all of them :DD
having a really bad flu now, having double sneezes too. :/
school tmr, yay.

YIm everything you're not.

much ado from my carefree life, I still have homeworks stacking up like no one's business.

summary test today was quite okay, except for some words here and there. :x

and my freaking throat hurts. Zz.

anyway ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIDDUAN B KASMAN! :D

yeah I know it's belated but who says you can celebrate belated birthday? (:

Haha, that stupid 16-year-old retarded monkey. :D

Hope you like your mate, which looks like you! (:

We bought him a monkey with a weird belly button and has a banana on it's tail,

which was a disparity from the Godzilla himself! [:

and YAY, finally Im not affected by something anymore! (:

Im soooooooooooo freaking happy :DD

If you wna hate me, go ahead ! :D

okay, some pictures and I'll be gone! :D

okay,that's all !
this was all taken when I went to watch the sunrise.
yeah I know it's rather ironic that I didnt take pictures of the sunrise and
insteaf took pictures of random stuff. :x

I shall stop my rants here.
2 MORE DAYS TILL WE STEP DOWN! :
Im happy and sad at the same time. haha!

YGood and broken

I shall plunge into my thoughts and dig out something for me to blog about. Hah.

Saturday lessons are getting much more fun every week! :D

Duanduan came today too, with WeiJie and Chao Teng. (:

alright, got this from Ah Gong's blog, shall attempt to do it :D

1)What is your Favourite Drink?

Chocolate Milk Tea.

2)What is your Favourite Song/Movie?

Song : Good And Broken

Movie : Music And Lyrics

3)Which girl/boy do you admire most?

I admire 8 girls and 1 boy! Beat that .

4)What are the 5 things that you want to do now?

- Go KTV with Clique.

- Dance to some catchy songs.

- Travel to Canada again.

- Improve my mother tongue

- Faint and Die.

5)What kind of girl/boy do you like/admire?

Those whom I'm hanging out with now .

6)In what way do u think that love can be called "Forever"?

When they dont talk much but it reveals what they're thinking.

7)What do you want to be when u grow older?

I wanna be a ___ _______ ! (Some should know.)

8)Had any love crush before?

No.

9)When is your "First Love"?

Sadly speaking, I dont have any to start with.

10)What do you wish for your Birthday Presents?

(refer to side panel)

11)Name out 20 of your best friends.

JOAN

ADEL

SERENA

YUWON

CRYSTAL

VANESSA

DENISE

SHEENA

BENJAMIN

(Above are the people whom I love and admire, duh!)

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MUHD

HARIDZ

RIDDUAN

JIANHUA

BENSON

ERNEST

YEWFAI

HIDAYAH

HANAFI

(I shall not attempt to fill in exactly 20 names since it's killing me to think of so many names.)

12)Did you ever think of becoming a superstar?

No.

13)Which part of your body are you unhappy about?

None, I love my body loads.

14)If can, will you like to woo a girl again?

There's isnt a AGAIN to start with.

15)Name out 5 things that you feel like naming out.Including any other things.

: I will always love CLIQUE :D

: A bitch will never change its standard, like how a leopard doesnt change it's spots.

: I feel like drinking Chocolate Milk Tea now.

: Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar ? (Who me?)

: Pop's back.

to end it off, I'll post a phrase which I think is very meaningful :

Happiness needs sadness.

Success needs failure.

Benevolence needs evil.

Love needs hatred.

Victory needs defeat.

Pleasure needs pain.

You must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.

YThe importance of Them.

There are many words from my vocabulary that I can drag out to describe

the feeling I'm having now, but none of them seems to be able to come out from my mouth.

shall talk about that later.

everything seems to be happening at light speed today, except for maybe Physics?

other than that, accounts was fun once again and the other lessons were as per norm.

Im so tired of myself sometimes, really.

Sometimes I feel Im creating more trouble then I already have.

sometimes being dumb wouldnt be a bad thing afterall.

I shall not go into detail what happened, but I'll just say I got my revenge,

but not the way I wanted it.

Yes, I said I'll get my revenge someday, but I didnt knew you'll do it for me.

Im not angry nor am I sad or whatsoever.

I just feel that Im not standing on my own two feet and people are "supporting" me in a way.

Because of this, he might retaliate you back.

Because of this, you might get into a fight.

Because of this, your position might get affected.

Because of this, your parents might get informed.

Because of this, you might have to undergo harsh scoldings and naggings from your parents.

Because of this, people may start to have different opinions of you

when all of this wasnt your problem to start with!

do you know what Im worrying about now ?

I've never wanted my problem to be the cause of another person's problem,

and that specially goes out to CLIQUE.

CLIQUE : USACHAN, EGG HEAD, BITCH, YELLOW ANGEL, KAZU,

LADY TORI, GOD GIRL, SUPERWOMAN & COMPLICATED BOY BOY.

I'll do whatever I can to stand up for what's right.

In case you're thinking why am I standing up for that hideous "six-fats" sumo, let me tell you :

I AM NOT.

Dont act like you're soooo afraid after what's happen.

NONE of you did any wrong to you, we dont even ----ing know you.

So let me just give you a warning :

IF YOU DARE FREAKING TOUCH ANY OF MY FRIENDS,

I'LL MAKE SURE I'LL REPAY IT TO YOU DOUBLED!

Try me.

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PICTURES OF A GAZILLION YEARS AGO :

yeah, both of us are in blue with something white across.

sorry for my lousy photoshop skill, just learnt this one not long ago.

Basically what I did was to make the background black and white, leaving

the people(Silly and me) with colours.

& Bitch and I are not scared of you, for crying out loud.

Bitch should know who Im referring to.

okay, tmr going to school again for supplementary.

Thank You, Benjamin.

YUndesirably noticeable.

school's super boring and mundane for me today, seriously.

throughout all the lessons, I was only not bored during Literature and English. :/

passed my 2.4 at one go. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-

anyway Sumo was "shitting in the pants" today (layman term for afraid or a coward.)

He didn't dared to come close to me, and Jolene and me were calling him SUMO the whole day.

my my, aren't we rebellious kids? :)

Don't tell me I'm evil, bad blah blah blah ...

Did he felt bad or even remorseful when he collided with me purposely? Doubt so.

oh, almost forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARIDZ!

everyone's getting so old nowadays. *sulks*

anyway Usachan was saying that there wasn't any interesting NC16 movies to watch.

know what's my reply ??

"There wont be any interesting NC16 movies till I'm 16!"

Haha, maybe I may be true, who knows? (:

okay, just gonna post pictures and I'm off! :D

just love playing games with Clique.

haha, I created a new game today!

I shall name it "Rock Paper Scissors, DOT!"

haha, basically you play rock paper scissors with someone and the loser gets DOTTED,

with a marker of course! ((: Fun isn't it?

We laughed our ass off when we played it in English Class when Mdm Lau wasn't around,

and after school, which included forfeits for the loser! haha.

alright, ciao! :D

Y10,000th mark.

recently I've been so oblivious to my blog that I didnt notice

my blog has reached the 10,000th visitor mark! ((:

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, happy me. :D

anyway Im only sitting here comfortably within my comfort zone because

I've finished all the homework there is for this week, except for Physics. Zz.

school was super uber fun today!

every lesson there is laughter and smiles, which makes the lesson sooo interesting.

miraculously, accounts was super funny today, with jokes from Mdm Raps,

and also, there wasnt any homework given to us :D

Mother Tongue was okay since it's only one period and she was bragging

about our oral and how some of us are using a vast amount of english. (obviously referring to me)

after that english was boring yet funny at the same moment.

most of the time was spent talking to Usachan, Lady Tori and Qiu Ling,

not forgetting that we drew a chart for Satheeson. Haha!

Literature, nevertheless, was as fun as usual.

&& I found out that Godzilla was afraid to watch "Supernatural" ,

which, in case you dont know, is showcasting on channel 5.

It's about the paranorms and what - nots.

Haha, I can imagine him covering his face with a pillow! Lol.

then we started talking about the Literature MY Paper and the debate, which lies on the 2nd July.

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DIGRESS!

Today, Mr Sumo appeared from nowhere again and collided with me purposely

when I was happily enjoying my snack at one side with clique.

Being the belligerent me, I looked back at him and shouted "SUMO" at him for a few times.

Later when I went to the hall, I told Benjamin about it,

cause he asked me to tell him as soon as I see that sumo again.

So when they were dismissed from the hall, the guy walked out of the hall looking at me,

so I starred back at him and rolled my eyes.

and you know what Benjamin did?

Sumo : *looking at me*

Benjamin : "Eh, what's your name? Sun (whatever shit) ah ?!?!

the guy, upon seeing Benjamin, turned away and didnt look back! Haha.

it's rather contradictory that you have such a BIG SIZED BODY but a pea-sized guts. :D

my my, how ironic :)

please, if you wanna do something, face up to it and have some guts.

Dont do it and act as if you felt remorseful about it. :)

seriously, did I even offend YOU ?

I've never seen you in my 4 YEARS in NV, for crying out loud.

& please, if you're so interested in banging people, bang someone your own size,

or maybe the "car-banging" game in the night markets will entertain you? (:

I dont mind if you bark like some dog and insult me or whatever,

cause it's your _______ mouth and I have no right to interfere.

But the fact that you collided with me purposely and it hurts physically just makes me pissed off!

what ? so you think Im small sized and therefore very easy to bully isnt it?

GET YOUR DAMN FACTS RIGHT.

I MAY BE SMALL SIZED, BUT IM NO PUSHOVER, BASTARD.

Go bury your head in your pillow and cry forever more, coward.

The fact that you banged me and wouldnt even dare to face up to reality does not

show how daring you are, but multiplies your coward-ness. [:

THANK YOU BENJAMIN ((:

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okay, guess I have to go now.

One picture before I go :D

love my cousins forever more ! :D

YYou're like the weather.

I've lost count of how many days have I not blogged.

It's not that I dont want to, but I cant find time.

Besides, school's getting so mundane that there's probably nothing exciting for me to blog about.

well, there's loads of non-school related stuff for me to blog about,

but I really cant find time to blog any :x

anyway the days spent in school were pretty fun these days.

we have Godzilla, Pravin and Ben talking a whole load of jokes at lit ,

we have Dumblet tricking me into believeing him and drawing hideous pictures of me,

not forgetting the photos he took on friday :)

okay, shall not brag much since Im super duper tired :/

this was one of my answers for the physics test :D

I thought I wouldnt score marks for it, but I was wrong. Haha.

This was my drawing of Muhd as a Baboon.

Although it doesnt look like one, in any way.

It's cute, hairier and more realistic than the one you're going to see next.

yes, your eyes aint playing tricks on you,

that's a visual description of me as a gorilla, proudly drawn by Baboon :)

I was saying he couldnt beat me in art, cause I took it as a CCA in primary school,

and he thought the whole thing was an April Fool's joke. Zz.

His idea of a bear is very ...................

(finally I know what is like to be literally speechless)

It's totally not cute, not hairy (only at the ass), and it's definitely not realistic.

The bear looks like it's flying or something, a la Care Bear. Haha. :x

and Im sure he didnt studied about animals when he was an innocent adolescent,

cause till now, he thinks that Gorillas have fangs :)

which is why he drew fangs on the gorilla's mouth. Zz.

taken by Baboon on friday, while we were at some staircase ( :

artistic shot from Baboon ((:

oh, another reason why Im not uploading my photos is because,

this comp doesnt have photoshop, which makes it very inconvenient for me :/

alrights, guess I'll stop here :)

CIAO.

YThrough a child's eyes

that was the title of one of the unseen prose we're doing.

and then with that, I wrote a short sbout how I feel about the title,

which, ironically, is not the question that I was supposed to do.

But I find it rather interesting so Im gonna post what I've written :

Sometimes, when we see things in the perspective of a child, everything seems very big and distant.

The thing that adults couldnt see that a child's eyes can is the simplicity and innocence.

Everything in their eyes seem jovial and the negativity seems omnipresent.

The presence of negligence is very obvious to a child, but adults tend to see children

as small and innocent adolescents who know's practically nothing.

actually, I dont know what I was writing at that point of time too.

I just kept writing how I felt and I landed with this.

okay, enough of literature what-not.

was super exhausted the whole day, but still carried on with my madness,

although it's not that much today.

anyway something happened today, not gonna digress about it.

but I really really have to thank these people,

whom despite knowing that I have a bad temper, tried to cheered me up.

Thank you Baboon for trying to act cute in Humanities lesson and make me laugh.

Thank you Boon Hwee for your wonderful singing.

Thank you Joany for asking me to give you one real smile.

(oh, and I love you too. haha) it's an insider joke.

Thank you Yellow Angel for being the person whom I confide in.

andandand not forgetting :

Thank you Duan Duan aka Godzilla for everything and Sorry.

Something happened during PE today between us and I sort of felt guilty.

Although he didnt seem angry, I know he is.

Then later while I was sitting with him in concourse,

some of his friends started calling me names in malay.

Of course I was oblivious to it until one of them asked me whether I knew the meaning,

and when I shrugged my shoulder, they started saying it loudly.

Then Ridduan sort of scolded them or something in malay, like asking them to shut up.

& when I asked him the meaning, he didnt wna tell me, for fear that I might get angry or be sad.

Well, I admit was super depressed over it, but I was happy that :

Despite making DuanDuan angry, he still helped me time and again.

Sorry and Thank you, Ridduan .