what do you know about love?

Two faced monsters are so much more worst than hypocrites. Hypocrites are people who seems nice to you but they say nasty things about you at your back. Two faced monsters do not fulfil this. A two faced monster shows you both its faces, only then to contradict itself.

Us, hypocrites? Well, maybe to you we are but if all these is based on hearsay or rumors, then I think your way of thinking is rather shallow. So what you're trying to tell me here is that our friendship is intertwined by some baseless comments? Who says I won't be affected? I will be. Even so, I wouldn't jump to conclusions like what you casually did.

Love? What do you know about love? Sure, you know a-guy-and-a-girl-and-how-they-fall-for-each-other kind of love, but what about platonic love? Maybe your idea of love is different from ours, I don't know. But love doesn't necessary mean together ALWAYS. That will most likely be SATISFYING love, just to fill up that feeling of emptiness. Think about it.

Don't worry, the feeling is mutual.

It was you who've changed all along.

Okay okay, what can I say?
Since I can't sit and do nothing about it nor can I make a big fuss, I shall just comment on what you've CLAIMED to be true, which is partially FALSE.

Firstly, NO ONE is being replaced. Have you asked yourself: How many times were you REALLY with us and how many times you went with someone else? I'm not trying to be calculative and I know everyone has a say in their choice of friends, but if your choice involves switching around whenever you like then I don't think it's really appropriate.

And I have to remind you to mind your words. Who are you to comment on someone else? "Complicated being"? I think you can do better than beating around the bush. The "complicated being" was already counted as one of us. It's YOU who thinks that person's not part of us. Instead of asking us why you were always left out, why not ask yourself? We're not just some clothes that you can wear on one day and throw it in the closet the next. You want the whole NINE of us to come to you? You know what?

WE STICK TOGETHER. WE DON'T GO AROUND LOOKING FOR OTHER PEOPLE. EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL IT'S LIKE SOMETHING PULL US TOGETHER. WE DON'T HAVE TO GO AROUND LOOKING FOR WHOEVER'S MISSING. IT'S YOU WHO CHOSE TO IGNORE THE ATTRACTION AND GO AGAINST THE FLOW. THE SHIP DIDN'T SANK AT ALL. IT WAS ALL ALONG SAILING ITS RIGHTFUL PATH. MAYBE YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TOOK THE EMERGENCY BOAT AND DROVE OFF TO JOIN SOME OTHER SHIPS.

And don't worry, we won't push ALL the blame to you like what you've "accidentally" did. Yeah, we admit we're all hypocrites. To each his own. Which human being isn't? It always takes two hands to clap. And a hypocrite is so much better than a two-face monster.

Last advice: DON'T ever ever make yourself sound so pitiful and innocent. Or should I say NEVER? Cause everyone's at fault. Admit it.

I can't believe I have to do this but you left me with no choice. You made us sound like we're ditchers when we all know who's the one.

week 2: camaraderie

Here's this week's photo of the week! The theme for the picture is friendship(:

Yep, four years and still going strong! :D

I don't know how am I going to live without them. Seriously. After O levels we're all gonna be seperated one way or another. But I'm sure we'll keep in touch! Let me just name one most memorable thing from everyone that I'll miss:

I'll miss Bestie's gossiping session with me EVERYDAY.

I'll miss Usachan's ironies.

I'll miss Bitch's bitching.

I'll miss Yellowangel's eye-rolling exercise.

I'll miss Kazu's countless ranting of the BBT man.

I'll miss Lady Tori's nice songs that we always send to each other.

I'll miss Superwoman being my listening ear.

I'll miss Complicated boy's incessant ranting of how my phone ISN'T a phone.

Alright, one last picture before I go off :

Shout-out to spammers, not only to those in my blog.

Alright, spammers. You know what? Since you guys are so alike in terms of how shallow-minded and immature you guys are, I suppose I'll do an all-round talk with all of you in a whole. Especially to those the previous three musketeers, Lulz and those in Haridz's blog, namely "Synyster Gates" and "Synyster Gates Manager" :

Okay, since I've sort of sorted out my problem with those spammers in my blog, I shall go straight to Haridz's blog. Obviously he can't be like you. At least he's got a life and doesn't go around spamming people with a pseudonym. Why would he wanna be someone who wanna do something stupid and is so cowardice about it? Ironic, isn't it? You trying to insult him but instead degraded yourself. Yeah I know, sucks to be you.

And don't be stupid, of course he can't be the REAL Synyster Gates BUT he can be LIKE the REAL Synyster Gates. And I hope when you said poser you don't mean yourself cause pffft, are YOU as talented as the REAL Synyster Gates?

Great, we have the "Manager" too. Surprisingly the manager has the Singapore Slang, using broken English like "lah". And I am pretty sure you have yet to hear them play, which means whatever you've just said is based on assumptions. Thus, you have just showed us what
a brainless person like you would come up with, not to mention bringing shame to yourself.

You know what, people? I think you'll make great friends with the THREE MUSKETEERS in my blog and Lulz. Or are you all the same person? Whatever the case is, get to know each other, if any of you would let out your identity first, that is.

Alright, I'm done. Now go back to Spammerville.

P.S. Lulz, I think my dear is going to hunt you down. Watch your back.

O.M.G

Okay, don't listen to the song, cause the video's even better and SUPER touching!

Don't give up,
Through it all, just stand up!

STAND UP FOR CANCER!

This song is SUPER FABULOUS. It's a song sang by various artistes in an effort to raise funds for more research on cancer through online and media. More information can be seen here: http://www.standup2cancer.org/ . Enjoy this song!

Just Stand Up - Various Artistes

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think

It's like it can go through anything

And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away

Ain't got the patience for the pain

And if you don't believe it look into your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Things get better

Through whateverIf you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

(CHORUS)

Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough

But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what

Don't give up

THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It's like we all have better days

Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you

Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Miley: Things get better

Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley: Dust if off, don't let up

LeAnn: Don't you know you

Natasha: Can go

LeAnn: Be your own

Natasha: Miracle

Carrie: You need to know

(Ensemble: CHORUS)

Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah

Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

(CHORUS)

Fergie : You got it in you, find it within

You got in now, find it within now

You got in you, find it within

You got in now, find it within now

You got in you, find it within

Find it within you, find it within

Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP

That's too much.

Alright, I have enough of what you've said, Lulz. Maybe you do not feel the hurt, but others do. It's time you reflect on what you've said so listen now, and listen good. Take it as a free lesson:

I don't care whether YOU are perfectly fine, limping or suffering from depression. Fact is, you've made fun of someone and it's time someone taught you some lessons. I hate to use insults but you left me no choice. Count your blessings cause I like to be known as Alex, the guy who made you speechless instead of Alex, the guy who resorts to fist fights. & when I said count your blessings, I really mean it. Cause if I was a mafia, you probably won't be in front of your computer now.

Lesson #1: When something is already VERY OBVIOUS, don't try and worsen things? I mean, pffft, we can all see you speak poor English. Wait, make that speak, spell, write AND TYPE English. Yeah, I won that.

Lesson #2: I'm pretty sure our moms don't belong to you. We have such great disparity in terms of our opinions and I'm pretty sure NONE of us here are as equally shallow-minded as you are. Or are you just saying that you're a gigolo? If that's the case, I think you've found the wrong GROUP of people. Our moms frown on the practice of polygamy. Yep, ponder over it. I won this too.

Lesson #3: If you like having one ear, why not amputate one of yours? Wait, or did you already lost it? I don't know what's your damn problem but I hope you not a sadist. Even if you are, keep your sadistic thoughts to yourself. Get it, "LULZ-ER"? Make that triple victory.

Now scram.

Back on request!

I've totally forgotten :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZALIFAH-MAMA! :D

I didn't really forgotten, just forgotten to post it on my blog(: & Zalifah-mama requested that I post up the video of David Militello from AGT on my blog so since today's her birthday and I did not get her a present, here's one! (:

Enjoy! Peace out! :D

Week 1: Rainbow.

From today onwards, I'll post a Photograph Of The Week(POTW) on my blog so as not to bore you guys with my rantings all the time! :D So this week's photograph is :

RAINBOW! :D

I would like to thank EVERYONE who had played a part in helping Timothy and me to get rid of the spammer. Thank you guys so much! LOVE YOU! Anyone Bitch was planning on my birthday(again) today and she happened to let out some details of the plan. Heh!

Alex: "Who are you going to invite?"
Bitch: "Not sure yet. You want me to invite your B _ _ _ _ _ _ _ A man?"
Alex: "No! Invite MY MAN."
Bitch: "Don't want. Later he stink the whole CHALET."
Alex: "Chalet?!?!"
Bitch: *slaps head*

Haha, told you she can't keep secrets to herself! But just wanna thank her for her effort in trying to make my birthday a FABULOUS one and EVERYONE who's in it! Lol.
&&& last but not least, this is a shout-out to WHOEVER thinks B _ _ _ _ _ _ _ A man likes me!

B _ _ _ _ _ _ _ A MAN DOESN'T LIKE ME & VICE VERSA! LOL.

It's alright if some of you guys don't get it. Haa.

CCB.

Just when I thought everything was over.

Seriously, I don't get it when people criticise others out of pure self-entertainment, albeit I'm not the one being seriously criticised now. I can see your comment in two different ways. Firstly, for your info, Chris Crocker is just someone whom I think is very opinionated and does whatever he thinks is right which I think is most admirable of him. So if you're saying I'm very opinionated, I thank you. BUT if you're just trying to say that I'm a tramp, then *snaps finger* GET TO THE POINT. No need to beat around the bush and say "go search chris crocker on youtube, that's the future you..". It's like how I think "Lulz" this name is horrendous, so I'ld say "Your name sucks, get a new one." Get it? Although I would like to thank you for your compliment on me looking better than CC. Then again, your name doesn't really SOUND that bad. Or is it your pseudonym??

Now what I'm most unhappy, or rather PISSED about is how you carry your big-FAT jokes too far. Yeah, that's a metaphor. Doubt you'll understand it too, cause you were just as CLUELESS when you wrote what you've written on my tagboard. And what you've written clearly shows how shallow-minded you deem yourself to be. I'm sure Timothy is someone who is very happy with what he already has and he counts his blessing. Whoever you are, just stay out of people's life. Save that ear for your coming of age. You'll never know when you need it. What's that you're lacking? Narcism? I heard you can get it by looking at yourself in the mirror more often.

I'm sick AND tired of all your nonsense, seriously. If you guys think you have what it takes on the net, why hide? Why do you people put on a facade of innocence and do all this nonsensical stuff behind the screens of your computers?

inspirational!

okay, my second post. Just saw it on tv and it's so touching I've decided to post it up:

she's only 4 years old! can you believe it?!?!
hope you guys enjoy!

igmore the annotations, thanks(:

my first "illegal" NC16 movie!

recently I seem to like to sleep a lot. I don't know why. anyway anyway anyway, a long time since I've blogged! Ever since the three musketeers leave in misery, my life has returned to its nice and peaceful order. Anyway thank you for those who have helped me one way or another in making the three musketeers scram. :D

and I did a sinful thing today...

I went to watch a movie...

not any ordinary movie...

an NC16 movie...

Haha, I know I know. The movies for sixteen year olds and I'm only fifteen yada yada yada BUT they said that as long as it's three months before your birthday you're entitled to watch any NC16 shows. So yours faithfully went to watch "4bia" today with Bestie, Hanafi, Hidayah, Benjamin, Ernest, Yew Fai, Wei Yang, Pravin and Timothy ((: before that we were studying at amk library but that was only Hidayah, Hanafi, Benjamin, Bestie and me (:

The movie was freaking scary! I was screaming throughout the whole movie and at the last part I was so scared I kept kicking the seat in front! LOL. & I brought my pillow and jacket along but when the scary part came I don't know why I started sharing jacket with Bestie! Haha! ><>

Anyway thank you Bestie for following me because you're worried and thank you Hanafi, Hidayah and Benjamin for accompanying me! :D Love my mates! <3>